Thursday, July 2, 2009

purposefully repressed [excavated from the black heart of a negress]

like i said before i had a blog before this... many blogs before this.
i left the last one with the intent to never rediscover it. it was a blog created for and by all the worst reasons to make a blog - writing for someone else.

and i started to realize this, and my posts became more pointed and bitter.
until i finally stopped writing it.

a little over a week ago, i received an e-mail saying someone commented on it, and it had been the first thought i have given to that blog since the day i abandoned it. long story short; repression works, folks.

i won't try and hide it; so if you ever wanna see the definition of forced blogging and false emotion, you can read it here: http://splendorinthegrass.wordpress.com/

i was quite literally, writing someone else's disrepair in my words... and that someone else took my words and plastered them elsewhere as their own. in light of these repressed and very much recalled memories i went back to the blog, and i found a few gems among the rubbish. and i'll be re posting them here, cause i'm proud of them. they are the few momemnts of yes, bitter, but reality that i had in that god forsaken blog.

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